Day 1

This is it she says to herself the day she sits down and blogs her entire life..every bit of it right down from her thoughts to her actions. Why? Because the previous two blogs arent getting any readers :) woke up at 11 got all hyped up to go for abs and lower body class at the gym but that didnt happen because the gym buddy's alarm decided she should sleep longer. Nevertheless reached at 12.30 enough to run for 15 minutes yes i have finally beat my own personal record!! je suis tres contente. pardon my horrid french. i manage to attend the aerobics class and it was a bit slow and mundane at first but let me tell you how i got pumped up afterawhile, i thought of a very very pretty dress and how i would like to see myself in it and voila i was up and running i tell you. So that's done yeah. I felt alright this has been after all been a very good good sunday. An hour and a half at the gym a good breakfast. Next stop, groceries..i had to get myself a good pair of headphones as the other one broke well not technically i was just very rough with it. Grabbed myself a reasonable pair yes they were below the budget and tres tres bon marche. Not exactly but heck its moscow, nothing gets cheaper here. Every single time mind you every single time i pass by Yves Rocher, MAC and Body shop..i swear by far its the hardest thing to do to walk away and force myself to not buy anything from it. To date i have contributed enough to all those above companies i somehow feel i deserve that i should be given some kind of special discount no the 10% that they already give isn't sufficient as i end up exceeding enough to feed a family of 4. Today however it was different, i put my head down and gazed at the cold cold floor and avoided even looking anywhere in that direction!! woohoo!! who said resisting is tough :) blah blah i did my groceries got back, had an amazing shower and spoke to the family for a bit and now here i am struggling to fall asleep and my last thought for the day before i put a full stop to this blog i wish to share lenny kravitz's line from a song '' so many tears i've cried, so much pain inside, but it ain't over till its over'' and that mes commarades is how life should be too that we should never ever give up till the very end until life itself has ended because thats when its trully over..xx

repetez sil'vous plait

i was sitting down and reading a book and listening to jazz and nibbling a chocolate and thats the precise moment when i discovered bliss..what is bliss you may ask? to me that is just it to be able to soak yourself in something so inspiring and yet required such minimal energy. i love it!! i love being able to loose myself for a few minutes in just something out of this world where questions dont exist where time stands still and most of all when i can breathe and know i have discovered a new emotion i had not felt before. so here i am at 24 years old and i find myself thinking that someday in the long long distant future..i want to go to a cooking school in france and learn about food. What would compel me to do that you might ask? simple, my obsession with food from the moment the vegetables are cut to the point they are cooked and in my digestive system. I want to be apart of it all!! i love the french. no, i have not been to france but i dream of it everyday! The eiffel tower, waking up to freshly baked le pains and croissants and the thought of having 7 course meals without worrying about calories. Oui, it is true that is precisely what the french do they never snack in between..yes push yourself away from that muffin!! The french have proper lunch with a glass of wine of course and that thought itself is very satisfying to be able to lay back cut yourself some slack and enjoy what the day has to offer. as the french say '' c'est la vie''